It been 4 years and two days and I still cant look at your pictures and not think of how much better my life would be if you were still here to talk to me everyday and keep me smiling when times were bad. You helped me keep my head up and truely made me fall in love with everything about you. It really hurt when you left and it still hurts. For some reason I’ve been thinking about you non-stop these past few weeks. With all the deaths in this week for the past 4 years I know somehow you’ve been keeping me here, sane, and alive.

RIP

Brando 4 years ago

Uncle Dennis 2 years ago

Mackenzie 2 year ago

Cris 8 days ago

I hate

  1. waiting for my boyfriend to come home at 4 am.
  2. saying good bye to him everyday.
  3. that i always look like shit when he sees me. only because he sees me when we go to bed and when we wake up that’s all.
  4. the fact that its been 6 months we’ve lived together 2 and I’ve seen him less than his co workers. fuck you union!